final conclusion about God

Ok, I'm finally convinced that there is no god. It just can't be. Most of my convincing comes from the Osho books + recordings + a lot of thinking of my own.

Well, you need someone to nudge you to think outside the frame of what you generally think. Till today my view towards the world was God, even if it exists dooesn't play a fair game. Right from problems of poverty to wars to petty thefts can be solved by God within minutes. Since they remain unsolved, I always had a doubtful view towards the concept of god. I could never believe in god just because a billion people around believe in it.

Imagine it logically, No one has seen god, God itself hasn't ever shown itself.
Whats there to be afraid of showing yourself if you know you are God.

what will happen if you do?

If God shows itself, people will be convinced that he is there and will probably stop all the wars, politics, poverty etc etc coz' they know they've someone to account all that to. So, if God shows himself there's more Good to happen than Bad.

Since God didn't show himself from last 10000 years of man's conscious history whats the guareentee that he will show himself in the rest of the time to come?

So there is no point in accepting the fact that God exists.

Life is open ended. We don't know certain things as to how they work. Our consciousness is constantly developing and dsiscovering new boundaries which we never discovered before. So this process, as time goes by, will definitely let us to the ultimate reality someday. Even if it dosen't , it won't matter. Things will remain as they are.

So as Osho says, Don't bother, meditate, rejoice , drink and enjoy. Life needs abundance of everything..poverty of anything was never life's way to see things.

Hope the reader understands what I'm trying to get at.